Thursday, January 6, 2011

The First Post--It's Probably Mediocre, but no Apologies

So it's been a while since I've blogged. I don't have much time to actually blog properly.  But frankly, my facebook page has become more and more "too personal".  I obviously have things to say.  So here I am.  I started a blogger account.  Don't know if I'll ever have any followers.  But who cares, really.

I would bore this page with information about me, but frankly, if I really want to do that, I can make an "About Me" tab and be done with it.  So I'll jump right into what's on my mind.  History.  Yep, you read me right.  This week I've been working on my assignmetns for my "History of Western Civilizations II" class.  I really dislike history.  I can't wait to be done with this class.  *sighs*  But what can you do?  I need it for my degree.  And 'bout that.  Why am I going back to school?  My passion is my family and children.  Am I even going to use this degree once I finish it?  Possibly not.  So why am I putting myself through this?  Why is it that important to me to have a "degree".  Do I feel that insecure that I have to have this degree to feel worth?  I'm not sure if that's even it.  I am a darn good mother.  An even better friend.  I sometimes feel like I am lacking in the wife department.  But I am pretty sure, or atleast I hope, that my husband would beg to differ.  I'm smart and sometimes funny.  Okay yeah I'm lacking in the sense of  the humor department.  I have high standards for myself, sometimes too high.  But I know when to except the faults of my friends.  Oooh, I want a hot dog.  Sorry, the craving just hit me.  Anyway, this is certainly something I need to figure out.  But then again, it probably isn't as complicated as I think it is.  I probably just want a degree...end of story.  Anyway, I told myself that I was going to go to bed early tonight.  I'm pretty tired.  So like I said, this would probably be a pretty mediocre blog and I didn't disappoint.

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